Every day i wake up, i smile and i tell myself today is going to be a good day. And as the day progresses you dont fail to remind me that i shouldnt be this happy, i should be dying homeless and illerate in some corner of a dump
Because no body wants , im not good enough and i m wasting the money that you could use else where.
I was reminded that today right before i have to go for a dinner party cause its my friends bday that i have no right to have fun or go out with my friends. Im useless whats the point really?
Im wasting your life , your money , your time.
I just wish one day, slowly i just become invisible and no one remembers me.That way there is no pain.
I will always blame myself to think about it.
I spend too much money.
I m wasting your resources.
I m giving you too many expenses.
I m an embarrassment.
I m wasting air.
I cause the most problems for you.
I m moody.
Nobody likes me.
I wont go anywhere in life.
Isnt there a cut off in life?
Ha, i dont even have the strength to read any thing that i just wrote.
I’m not emotionally prepared to face a day in school.
Teachers hate me.
People hate me.
I’m failing life
why am I alive don’t you need a certain cut off to be alive? or to be born